dear "mine"
tadi malam saya memilih tidur setelah membaca belok kanan barcelona, buku yang sebenarnya tidak terlalu ok untuk otak saya yang sedang dipenuhi dengan angka. ehms, tepatnya saya harus menyusun laporan akhir proyek saya, yang harus saya selesaikan sabtu besok, saya kata-katain, saya lengkapi sebaik mungkin dan saya kumpul tanggal 2 seperti request kedua atasan saya, sang team leader dan ketua dewan pengurus.
sebenarnya saya bisa saja menyusunnya tadi malam, namun mengingat kepergian saya ke bandung tercancel, dengan sendirinya saya memilih mengiyakan menemani asisten saya belanja ke galeria beli sandal, setelah pulang kerja dan akibatnya dia malah muter nemenin saya nyari buku di toga mas, impas hehehehe..... hal ini terjadi karna mobil saya ringsek, rusak berat dan saya masukkan bengkel. i need someone to pick me up and i choose him, alasannya karna praktis aja. dan begitu sampe rumah, saya tidak segera membuka laptop saya dan menyusun laporan namun memilih melow dikit dan membaca buku yang baru saja saya beli, belok kanan barcelona itu tadi. buku lama, namun entah kenapa saya tidak beli dari dulu, mungkin karna saya sekarang lagi cinta barcelona, saya membeli buku itu. bukan seri petulangannya yang saya baca, namun the true love storynya, its belongs to me harusnya, cuman saya bukan tipe orang yang straight way say something and suddenly merejectnya juga, i learn from all my experinces when i did it, even i didn't enjoy it, and i speak about ......... hehehehe.....
apalagi besok minggu mas sigit dengan sangat resmi mengundang saya karoke, sayang juga melewatkan kesempatan ini, i wish i can say yes at the first time he ask me, but saya mempending jawaban keikutsertaan saya untuk karoke dari hari senin apa selasa ya, according agreement about my trip to bandung. berjuta alasan sudah mas sigit siapkan agar saya tidak ke bandung dan i do agree about it. meeting with him is always better and more worth it ketimbang hura-hura ke bandung. why i write hura-hura, karna saya akui di bandung pasti menunya itu-itu saja. nonton makan tidur. kayak di jogja ga bisa. when i tell mas budi, my team leader in livelihood, he just say, tell him, if you love me, you must go to jogja, prove it to me. if you dont love me, you must go to jogja too and tell me that you dont need me. halah, dia mikirnya saya ke bandung nemuin sapa gitu padal saya ke bandung mau pesta bujang hahaha.... i will do it after a little training about finance, but because i cancel my trip, i think i will do in jogja, asap ^_^
no news is good news, someone told me about that. awalnya saya bingung whats the meaning about it, but after learned from all my stupid thing yesterday and maybe all springkle something this early morning, i know whats the meaning about that sentence, and i cant do anything. but, finally i can write, i'm getting married, exactly a week after my birtday, and getting married? i never imagine about that, but my friend who send me a message in my facebook, remind me about that. many thanks about your "bels", sounding better. can my wedding become my biggest even in this year for me, but its a week after my birthday, and i hope every my birthday is the biggest day in every year. why time moving so fast? ga kerasa, sungguh ^_^
why i write about auf wiedersehen. why, ehms, i do not know, even i'm still looking for the reason, its just like sparkling in my eyes and all conversation in my past arround me. all about my past, and i decided that its true. if i'm still follow my past, it will hurt me more than before, so i must create new "me". not using mask or something, its about create new appearance. cumannya, seceroboh-cerobohnya saya, pasti ada yang lebih ceroboh dari saya. dan memang hampir semua orang yang saya temui mempertanyakan soal kecerobohan yang sudah saya buat, but its true, just like every (desperate) women reason, i do that, because i did that. according my book, love just sits there, staring at us, and say you (can't) have me. save one for me hahahaha......
jadi inget lagi, entah, seminggu yang lalu mungkin, salah seorang kawan, tiba-tiba sms dan mengatakan kalau dia tidak mau kehilangan saya untuk kedua kalinya, waduh, memang kapan dia sudah kehilangan saya sebelumnya. i do love you, always, but for fallin love with you, wait a minute, i'm getting married huni.
so, see (all of) you, in the next chapter of my life, its a blessing have a meeting, a conversation, an interaction, and (perhaps) a relationship with (all of) you, it gives my heart wings, but (unfortunately) i'm not using it for fly.
sebenarnya saya bisa saja menyusunnya tadi malam, namun mengingat kepergian saya ke bandung tercancel, dengan sendirinya saya memilih mengiyakan menemani asisten saya belanja ke galeria beli sandal, setelah pulang kerja dan akibatnya dia malah muter nemenin saya nyari buku di toga mas, impas hehehehe..... hal ini terjadi karna mobil saya ringsek, rusak berat dan saya masukkan bengkel. i need someone to pick me up and i choose him, alasannya karna praktis aja. dan begitu sampe rumah, saya tidak segera membuka laptop saya dan menyusun laporan namun memilih melow dikit dan membaca buku yang baru saja saya beli, belok kanan barcelona itu tadi. buku lama, namun entah kenapa saya tidak beli dari dulu, mungkin karna saya sekarang lagi cinta barcelona, saya membeli buku itu. bukan seri petulangannya yang saya baca, namun the true love storynya, its belongs to me harusnya, cuman saya bukan tipe orang yang straight way say something and suddenly merejectnya juga, i learn from all my experinces when i did it, even i didn't enjoy it, and i speak about ......... hehehehe.....
apalagi besok minggu mas sigit dengan sangat resmi mengundang saya karoke, sayang juga melewatkan kesempatan ini, i wish i can say yes at the first time he ask me, but saya mempending jawaban keikutsertaan saya untuk karoke dari hari senin apa selasa ya, according agreement about my trip to bandung. berjuta alasan sudah mas sigit siapkan agar saya tidak ke bandung dan i do agree about it. meeting with him is always better and more worth it ketimbang hura-hura ke bandung. why i write hura-hura, karna saya akui di bandung pasti menunya itu-itu saja. nonton makan tidur. kayak di jogja ga bisa. when i tell mas budi, my team leader in livelihood, he just say, tell him, if you love me, you must go to jogja, prove it to me. if you dont love me, you must go to jogja too and tell me that you dont need me. halah, dia mikirnya saya ke bandung nemuin sapa gitu padal saya ke bandung mau pesta bujang hahaha.... i will do it after a little training about finance, but because i cancel my trip, i think i will do in jogja, asap ^_^
no news is good news, someone told me about that. awalnya saya bingung whats the meaning about it, but after learned from all my stupid thing yesterday and maybe all springkle something this early morning, i know whats the meaning about that sentence, and i cant do anything. but, finally i can write, i'm getting married, exactly a week after my birtday, and getting married? i never imagine about that, but my friend who send me a message in my facebook, remind me about that. many thanks about your "bels", sounding better. can my wedding become my biggest even in this year for me, but its a week after my birthday, and i hope every my birthday is the biggest day in every year. why time moving so fast? ga kerasa, sungguh ^_^
why i write about auf wiedersehen. why, ehms, i do not know, even i'm still looking for the reason, its just like sparkling in my eyes and all conversation in my past arround me. all about my past, and i decided that its true. if i'm still follow my past, it will hurt me more than before, so i must create new "me". not using mask or something, its about create new appearance. cumannya, seceroboh-cerobohnya saya, pasti ada yang lebih ceroboh dari saya. dan memang hampir semua orang yang saya temui mempertanyakan soal kecerobohan yang sudah saya buat, but its true, just like every (desperate) women reason, i do that, because i did that. according my book, love just sits there, staring at us, and say you (can't) have me. save one for me hahahaha......
jadi inget lagi, entah, seminggu yang lalu mungkin, salah seorang kawan, tiba-tiba sms dan mengatakan kalau dia tidak mau kehilangan saya untuk kedua kalinya, waduh, memang kapan dia sudah kehilangan saya sebelumnya. i do love you, always, but for fallin love with you, wait a minute, i'm getting married huni.
so, see (all of) you, in the next chapter of my life, its a blessing have a meeting, a conversation, an interaction, and (perhaps) a relationship with (all of) you, it gives my heart wings, but (unfortunately) i'm not using it for fly.
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